Hey, I am back! Look back my last post in this blog, it was 2011. That 17 me, the cloudy, down, negative me. Times flies, I am 24 now.
In those past 7 years, lots of things happened. From the little me grow up until 24 right now.
I am done with Pre University entered university which is UPM and taking course bachelor of engineering (Electric & Electronic). Never imagine that I am studying engineering and gonna come an real engineer soon. I am Year 4 right now rushing with my Final Year Project and yeah gonna graduate soon...
In 2014, I met a very important person in my entire life, she is GEM Tang, 邓紫棋。 She changed my life totally. Her positive energized attitude inspired me a lots. She turned me from a down, negative minded into an positive minded believe miracle person. She just said, If I could made it, you can do it too. When you feel like wanna give up, just remember 邓紫棋叫你不要放弃！I went her concert for three times and I am going to watch her upcoming concert in June at Penang.
How about Volleyball? At the beginning, I still failed lots of selection. Oh ya, get first personal best award (best server) not best setter at SUKMA 2012. Then, continue failed selected at several tournaments. (too many can't count). The first game that I represent for Malaysia is AUG (Asean University Games) yeah I finally had been selected. I played reserve that time still young little me.
However, I think that moment is my turning point in my life. My skills improved a lots for no reason. I joined sea games 2015 selection by fight with 4 super geng setters (kuck, yen er, tina and me) and guess I had been selected. I been selected to play my very first sea games in my life at Singapore. The moment was the best moment in my life. I trained hard to prove myself.The feelings when super senior pointed up me directly me in front of all the players. From a Mesti Reserve Sampai Mati train train train until I have chance to play first six.Then for certain reason, simpan at peti sejuk again..... After sea games 2015, I keep simpan peti sejuk..... Simpan until skills dropped. Then, you will the feelings how people treat you when you are not good enough anymore. bla bla bla...
And, Finally, I received the very first best setter award....Dream finally come true after 7 years suffering. This award might not officially belongs to me but who cares? 这分猪肉有我份wor. Be honest, I felt no happy at all when I won a champion title Malaysia Open and a best setter award.
I just think that I should train back my skills my physical my everything back... To prove to the others that I am strong I am deserved I am never been beat down.