4/19/2018

Her efforts finally paid off?!

Dear diary,

Hey, I am back! Look back my last post in this blog, it was 2011. That 17 me, the cloudy, down, negative me. Times flies, I am 24 now.
In those past 7 years, lots of things happened. From the little me grow up until  24 right now. 
I am done with Pre University entered university which is UPM and taking course bachelor of engineering (Electric & Electronic). Never imagine that I am studying engineering and gonna come an real engineer soon. I am Year 4 right now rushing with my Final Year Project and yeah gonna graduate soon...



In 2014, I met a very important person in my entire life, she is GEM Tang, 邓紫棋。 She changed my life totally. Her positive energized attitude inspired me a lots. She turned me from a down, negative minded into an positive minded believe miracle person. She just said, If I could made it, you can do it too. When you feel like wanna give up, just remember 邓紫棋叫你不要放弃!I went her concert for three times and I am going to watch her upcoming concert in June at Penang.



How about Volleyball? At the beginning, I still failed lots of selection. Oh ya, get first personal best award (best server) not best setter at SUKMA 2012. Then, continue failed selected at several tournaments. (too many can't count). The first game that I represent for Malaysia is AUG (Asean University Games) yeah I finally had been selected. I played reserve that time still young little me.


However, I think that moment is my turning point in my life. My skills improved a lots for no reason. I joined sea games 2015 selection by fight with 4 super geng setters (kuck, yen er, tina and me) and guess I had been selected. I been selected to play my very first sea games in my life at Singapore. The moment was the best moment in my life. I trained hard to prove myself.The feelings when super senior pointed up me directly me in front of all the players. From a Mesti Reserve Sampai Mati train train train until I have chance to play first six.Then for certain reason, simpan at peti sejuk again..... After sea games 2015, I keep simpan peti sejuk..... Simpan until skills dropped. Then, you will the feelings how people treat you when you are not good enough anymore. bla bla bla...


And, Finally, I received the very first best setter award....Dream finally come true after 7 years suffering. This award might not officially belongs to me but who cares? 这分猪肉有我份wor. Be honest, I felt no happy at all when I won a champion title Malaysia Open and a best setter award.

I just think that I should train back my skills my physical my everything back... To prove to the others that I am strong I am deserved I am never been beat down.




MANDY

MANDY

12/18/2011

冲啊!!!

看了比赛,觉得自己老了。
提俞淑雯和李美燕感到开心!=)
特别是美燕,终于得到肯定了。真好!
何时到我呢?
得努力练习,赶快进步才行!
要变得更强!别让人瞧不起!
MANDY!!!加油!

12/07/2011

GO!GO!GO!

考试完毕!!

开始进行特训!!

啊!!加油!!

GOGOGO!!!!!!

8/12/2011

一切都结束了。。

selection完了。我落选了....
好痛心啊...
我,真的要变书虫了吗?
眼泪不停的流...
感觉好不好受啊。。
目标达成不到...什么都没了。。
: ' (
我几时才能恢复啊?
眼泪...不知不觉又流了。。

7/16/2011

全新的我。

最近,快被一场“小”比赛——MAVA LEAGUE烦到我疯了。。
没错,我的确没打这个比赛。我是第十六个!
我知道后,我哭傻了。。
我因这件事挣扎了很久。。
不过,我看开了。。谢谢女儿啦^^
如果这个小比赛可以换来一个大型的ASIAN SCHOOL,这样就值得啦。= )
所以啊,MANDY加油!
朋友们都回来找你啦?练好来!
让教练看到你!让教练肯定你!让教练知道矮的人也可以很厉害!我也是可以拦网的!=)
MANDY!不能输给人家啊。。
积极点,认真地好好练!
要争气地争取我想要的东西。。
努力!证明给大家看!
我不是在冷冻,我在准备发光发热!
GOOD LUCK TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MANDY! GO! GO! GO!

6/07/2011

结束啦。。

最后一年的学联结束啦。。
我打排球的青春也结束啦。。
最后还是获得了第二名啊。。还是不能拿下冠军。。唉...
BEST SETTER也另有其人啊。。
我朋友问我:‘MANDY, kenapa you x dapat best setter?'
我只能无言,起一起肩膀表示不知道。。=(
感觉不好受啊。。
还有,有位小妹妹走来问我,做么你没有拿到的?='(
我也沉默了一下,无言。。。
好多人都拍拍我的肩膀说没关系,明年再来。。我只能强颜欢笑说没什么,我一点也不重视!
所谓啊,期望越大,失望越大。。
美燕还安慰我说我永远都是她心中的BEST SETTER...我不知该给什么反应啊。。
啊!!!为什么啊?!
我让支持我的人失望了,对不起啊。。我。。太失败了。。
还是被人看扁,瞧不起了吗?
还是不能划上完美的句点啊。。
好遗憾啊。。终身的遗憾。。
为什么啊?为什么还是得不到别人的肯定啊?
自己还是没有资格啊。。
努力还是不够啊。。须加把劲。。
唉。。。MANDY再努力吧。。

5/29/2011

战斗到最后,永不放弃!

时间过得真快,离比赛还剩三天啦。
明天一早就要前往吉兰丹出发了。
说真的,我们好象没什么练到啊。
没关系吧?我对我的队友有信心。
经过这一个星期的训练,我们就要去迎战了。
这一场,我们遇见了强劲的队啊。。。砂拉越。。有够幸运的。。哈哈。。
我的杀手们,我们准备好啦。。
燃烧我们心中的斗志吧?坚持我们心中的观念!
让那些瞧不起我们的人刮目相看吧?
加油!只要相信,就有希望!
来吧?我们出发啦!

当然也不忘了支持代表SUKMA去打沙排的他们啊。。
华,小妹,文雯,燕娥。。你们也要加油啊。。男的也不例外啊。。

PAHANG BOLEH!